Thursday, September 26, 2013

I loved you so way back when

(First let me mention Fiona Apple's version of "Pure Imagination?" It's spooky in the best way, but also sad and has basically left me in a stupid, emotional mess for most of the evening.)

Since today was a beautiful day, I decided to take a walk around campus and take some photos. (Well, OK - I also had to take some for a Botany project.)

The baby hills that you see in these pictures are some of Beloit's infamous Indian mounds.  


Because winter lasts for fucking ever, I always forget how green it gets.  



In true school fashion, the year so far has been rushing by at a pace that seems really underwhelming in the day-by-day scheme of things, but a little...panic-inducing when I think about how long I've been at school so far. Like, fuck, it's practically October.

My school books. *Crying* (Also: I don't understand why this photo came out so crappy. )


Whenever I'm overwhelmed, I have the unfortunate habit of pushing away everything I should be doing and do fun projects or watch TV instead. Like, instead of studying for my first Botany test this past week, I finished up watching Malcolm in the Middle, which is one of my favorite shows. My mom, brother, and I used to eat dinner and watch it together. What does it say about us, that it's our favorite show?

As far as classes go this semester, I'm kinda pleased; while there is some tomfoolery/fuckery going on with my Arabic class (mostly the fact that my school doesn't offer the next level, ugh...), my poli sci classes are awesome and Botany is cool I guess. I mostly like taking plants apart and thinking how they and their environments work, rather than any cellular info or anything. Below are some pictures I took today of the area around the science center; most of the flowers are dead, and these were all that remained. I'm not too disappointed, though, since I got to stand by these and watch bees buzz around pollinating. I have such a soft spot for bees, it's so weird. But I really like how these pictures showcase the different shades of purple of the asters.






 Would you believe me if I told you I didn't use a filter for this one...?

Some succulents in the greenhouse that our class is growing.

My plants are the three in the lower right hand corner; the baby sprouts are (hopefully) going to be black and brown-eyed susans.

I'm also starting the study abroad application process; because there is a limited number of third-party programs that my school can pay for, it looks like I may be ditching the first semester in Washington (like I planned), and shooting for Morocco, instead (strangely, it's cheaper) with the second semester in Jordan (which is the program I want to get into more than anything). This is, of course, assuming I am still at my school next year. My mom refuses to acknowledge that I might go that far away for an entire year, but she'll eventually come around.

I feel kind of bad that I don't have anything else to say... I'm not doing much independent reading, lately, and so I don't have any book reviews, and since I'm usually holed up in my room working, I don't see my friends around too much. I feel like getting out of town for just a day or so, but I can't this weekend. (Isn't that always the case?) I have a paper to write this weekend, but I have another post in the works already, and I'm thinking of putting up some more art... I'd like to have fanart to post, but whatever; I only have so many hours in a day. I'm listening to Night Vale and the new Arctic Monkeys album, and reading more fanfic than I should. Good news, I'm at least making my bed and cleaning my room more often. (My dishes are another case, however...)

I hope you lovelies are doing well,

-M

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